I’m a faculty member in the Biochemistry department at Carolina. So I teach and run a
lab and sit on like a zillion committees. In the summer time, I’m director of the
undergraduate research program, which keeps me pretty busy. We bring in 18
undergrads from around the country to work in labs and then we also provide them
with a whole slew of other activities. Some of them are academic in nature, like invited
speakers and workshops and graduate school and things like that. Most come from
small 4 year colleges that don't have much in the way of research opportunities. The
main idea is sort of to give the lab experience, give them a boost in terms of getting into
graduate school. Other than that...I hang out in bars. I don't do very much. I like to
read. I read a lot. I go to a few shows now and then. As I say, just hang out with
friends and at local watering holes, talk politics and stuff.
I came to XDU in the spring of 95. I’d been working about 5 years at another radio
station, saw the opportunity at XDU come up on the Internet and thought I’d give it a
shot. I just wanted dot get back on the air, I found it a lot of fun. I told Lisa, who was
my trainer, I didn't know very much about current college radio, but I was willing to
learn. When they put me on the sublist, the next day I got a call and it was for a playlist
show and I thought "Oh geez." But I did it and it wasn't so hard and I had a lot of fun,
so I just applied for a regular daytime show. I used to do 11-2 Tuesday afternoons, but
that was a little early for me. 2-5 works out great, because I teach in the morning and I
can go back to my office, relax, take care of what I need to, come out here and then just
spend the rest of the day.
I didn't know anything about the station, I’d never heard of it. Physically I thought the
place was about to fall down around my knees. In a way it was what I expected - sort
of a kitschy, funky sort of place...I was nervous for not being acquainted with the music.
But I thought it would be a fun place to hang out...I sort of actually felt that maybe
sitting behind the mike and talking to people was a good way to overcome some
shyness. I still get nervous standing in front of a class, teaching. I wasn't nervous about
speaking over there and doing my thing, I was just nervous about the equipment and
screwing up, which I always generally do. So it was fun and again I met people from all
walks of life and they were all committed to the same thing...As I got to know more and
more people I was really impressed with the dedication most of the people put into the
station, either doing their show, or serving on the board or doing other things. Right
now I’m DJ training coordinator. When I first got on the board a year ago, I was sort of
just helping out with promotions and I set this thing up with the Independent, just help
make up flyers and distribute those and just help wherever it was necessary. I wasn't
actually dong very much, but I wanted to stay with the board so Drema came up with
this idea of splitting the DJ training off from the program director and having someone
who would just be dedicated to coordinating something like that. Which turned out to
be a lot of work more than I expected. But that was nice. In a way, it's sort of in line
with what I do all the time. I train people in labs and stuff. I really like this notion of
teaching, helping people to get accustomed.
[The playlist] is only about, what 12-15 minutes per hour. And for me anyway, because
I’m still reacquainting myself with college radio, it's very helpful to have some stuff to
rely upon as being airworthy...and also because we have 70-80 people who may be on
the air any day of the week and I think the playlist kind of helps bring a little
cohesiveness to the sound of the station. So I don't really find it an imposition. And
there' so much variety.
I’m having a lot of fun out here. I’m rediscovering stuff, both new and old, it's just a lot
of fun...I like indie-pop, I like rpm, I like techno. I like just straight-ahead rock and roll.
I like, sort of the alternative country, if that's what they're calling it these day. I play
blues, but I don't really care for it. And I like some jazz but I don't understand jazz...I
like world beat music. All that kind of stuff...I’m really discovering stuff that's new that
I never really appreciated before. I’m also getting back to the same music I listened to
when I lived in New York. I’m discovering stuff, I’m relearning stuff, reacquainting
myself with music that I’ve always liked but maybe just stopped listening to.
Music has always been a big thing. I grew up in Baltimore, listening to the soul
stations. It was wonderful. I never really listened much to the commercial rock
stations... very homogeneous and boring, playing the same stuff over and over again.
But the soul stations in Baltimore, you could hear everything and anything - stuff that
you couldn't hear anywhere else, plus some mainstream stuff...If music does something
to me, I don't care what the genre is. It doesn't even have to do the same thing. I really
like music.
The two things that most folks point to or say about the station, or stations like these, is
one, it gives some exposure to artists and bands who aren't going to be heard otherwise.
And two, it advances the listener’s horizons beyond what they're accustomed to. I
embrace those philosophies...I think those are worthy objectives and I think the station
achieves them in a large part. Granted, 90% of students at Duke hate the station. But
that's okay. You know, if you're doing something different or experimenting and trying
to do something out of the ordinary you can't expect people to embrace it right away...I
don't think they should. I would feel better if most people at least took a glance at it, or
listened to the station for an hour a week. Not one hour steady, but an hour a week,
maybe something will catch your ear and say, "Hey, that wasn't so bad. I’d like to
know more about that." When I was meeting with the Dean of the medical school, he
got up and said "Our function here as faculty is to change people's brains. Give them
something that they didn't have before: knowledge, a new way of looking at the world,
or a way of looking at their subject matter. That's our function." I think in a way that's
the function of a college radio station - to change their brains. Maybe they’d listen to
something and say "I hate that, I never want to listen to that again." But at least it
defines who they are and what they like and what they dislike... I’m confident that if
people gave a listen, not steady like fans of the station do, but enough, so that they will
discover something that they like or weren’t familiar with. I think if you can go
through an entire day, which is either very boring, very affirmating, or something in
between, and just for like two minutes something stimulates you, it's worthwhile. I
can't imagine the commercial radio stations are very stimulating...I mean, you ask the
university to support something that most students who help pay for don't really
appreciate, they don't care about or think is a complete waste of time. But I think there
have to be things like WXDU. There's room for peculiar art forms in other areas. I
mean people just have to look beyond what they're comfortable with. Organizations
such as XDU, and college radio in general, constantly needle people to stop, or
reconsider where they are...I mean I’ve picked up something on the playlist that people
on the music staff have reviewed and said this is the greatest thing ever and I think
“Gosh, I can't wait for this to end." But you know, it's worth it anyway to just sort of get
a little stimulation, be thinking about things...You have to be sensitive that everybody
has different tastes, you know. If I’m doing a three hour show I’m going to play as
many different kinds of music as I can, hoping that if someone's just twiddling the
radio, there maybe a chance that person will hear something and continue listening.
They may find the next song really abhorrent and turn me off...I would like to think that
on a college campus, like Duke, that students would be a little more inclined to explore.
When they go into the bookstores, they may like to explore reading materials that are
in areas that they're not familiar with, so why not explore their radio dial?
I think it would be nice to have a larger turn out by students working at the station...It's
important to have a good showing by the students at the station, because it's their
station. Let's face it, their student fees help run it, the university sanctions the station,
the university applies for the FCC permit, this is university property....I think it's
important to have good student turnout here. Because they're the ones who are going
to bring the word back to the masses on campus, "Hey, give us a listen or come to one
of our meeting or shows." I think the stations would still sound just as good if it were
largely community members, but I would hate to see that happen. And I think that the
station manager should always, at least if possible, be a Duke student. There has to be
that bridge between students and the radio station...Maybe first priority should be to
the students.
I’d like to see more community members coming in to do special shows or be
interviewed. We do PSA’s for a lot of community organizations or non-profits. Some
of those, it might be nice if they actually had a representative come out here for ten
minutes, some time slot, and tell us more about what it is they do. I get annoyed
sometimes because I hear DJ's reading PSA’s in a sort of flippant manner because they
don't care, or they read them very rapidly so nobody can possibly hear what they're
saying. I don’t know, I think they're important.
People are always making comparison between XYC and XDU. Even if I weren't
working here, I think I’d enjoy XDU more than XYC. I think they try too hard to
challenge people and if you want to expand your listenership, challenge is great, but
you have to realize that there are all sort of different tastes. I think we have a little
better mix system...I think they're both great stations. Overall I think they're both
accomplishing their missions: the DJs are able to explore, be creative, to mix different
kinds of music in their sets, on their shows, and I think the average listener is getting a
good deal. I’m happy with the way XDU operates. I wish people would take care of
the equipment a little bit better. But overall, I think we're doing a good job.
I think it's important that people appreciate that we're all here for the good of the
station, not for our own benefit. If you don’t gt to meet a lot of people and have fun
with them, you don't get to really see that big picture. I think that it's really important
to have a sense community at the station. We're all working for a common goal...and
coming to board meetings, doing whatever it takes to get connected to the folks at the
station, I think is a good idea, whatever's necessary to promote that bond. If we're
having fun, it's going to come through over the air and it's going to come through when
we meet people who discover that we work here, or when we tell our friends...It's good
to be excited about what you do. After all, you're here so if you're not excited, it's
pointless....I’ll be 50 years old in a couple of years, another generation away from most
of who's here, maybe two generations. But I really have fun, I enjoy the people I’ve met
here. I like their energy. I like their commitment to what they’re doing, whatever they
think it is they're doing....It's hard at a radio station, where you don’t come day after
day like a regular job. And when you do come, it's only for a couple of hours.
If it had lasted, lack of full broadcast ability, if it had lasted for three or four months, I
think it has had a beneficial effect. Not for the listening audience of course, but for the
DJs and the staff here. Because you've got to be really be committed to this place to
come out here and do your thing when you know no one is going to hear you. We're
not getting requests, we haven't given away a pair of tickets in about 6 months, but it's
still important. We still have to play the music so we can notify the services that we're
playing these bands so they keep sending us stuff. So, it's been kind of a rallying kind
of thing. I think board meetings have sort of been more interesting than they had
been...but it's time. I think people on the outside who know the situation have stuck it
out, but six months down the road, it's becoming more difficult.
Working in any radio where you don't get paid is a privilege. FCC grants a license,
either the university or some other organization owns the license, owns the facilities,
grants you the privilege to come out here and have a hell of a good time. So I would
really appreciate it. I wish there were more places like this that people could get
involved in. I think for most people, music is not really a big part of their life. It's just
background.